寂静之城

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今天意外回附中看了看，幸而没有遇到认识的人。一切都没有大变，除了门口的得奖榜单换过几轮，道边的樱花合欢和玉兰树死了很多。没什么感触，因为这里的人和事忘掉的太多。举目皆是粉嫩的萝莉正太，确实让人深深感到those kids were so much younger than me啊～～

倒是转身离开之前，站在主楼前面操场尽收眼底的时候，突然重新体会到曾经在此地贯穿6年的等待和希望的心情。那些个满怀信仰的被遗忘被埋葬被抛弃的不同样的自己，在这一瞬间的软弱里全都复活，叫嚣着掀起一场自我怀疑风暴。改弦更张还是逆流而上，这时我真不知道哪种是更勇敢的了。

最后做了个蛋疼的决定，我不愿再妥协放弃被迫遗忘失去的东西，就算把俺的小骨头劈了当柴烧也要发出自己的光芒。竭尽力气去折腾吧，就像蛋疼一样。然后，等幸福来敲门。若是幸福不来，我便当自己去叩响他的门扉。

晚上悲剧的发现，由于一个极度低级的bug，看起来我不得不跟数学死磕几个月。只有99%的完美无异于灾难，这曾经是俺的座右铭的名句不幸第N次应验（啊啊啊，难道我木有学工科的基本素质么……）在肾上腺素的作用下俺豪情万丈地决定，考！跟最恐怖的F2和最最恐怖的统计学专业相比，数学2又算得了虾米？！唔，可是教材完去没看过，明天去买本来学吧……咳咳

最后附送歌词一首，all the way，忘了上次听的是谁得版本，反正很赞

When somebody loves you
It's no good unless he loves you
all the way
Happy to be near you
When you need someone to cheer you
all the way

Taller than the tallest tree is
That's how it's got to feel
Deeper than the deep blue sea is
That's how deep it goes if it's real

When somebody needs you
It's no good unless he needs you
all the way
Through the good or lean years
And for all the in-between years come what may

Who knows where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say
But if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you
all the way all the way

But if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you
all the way
all the way

So, if you'll let me love you
It's for sure I'm gonna love you all the way all the way